1st half of stpm.

BAD..................................

neways,the first few papers,most of them,i admit i did badly,especially SEJARAH..goshhh......i don't know what's up with me and sejarah,we just don't get along well together.

Right after my sejarah tamadun paper,i felt really down and frustrated with myself because i had let down my teacher,and crushed her hope of an A from me.Really sorry cikgu wan!!..it's my fault for my own negligence,and laziness throughout the year.I could've done better,but no use regretting now.

So that night,my soul was throbbing in pain(macam hiperbola plak),and searching for something to do to release my trapped feelings.Honestly i wanted to cry there and then.I got a facebook msg from aina, "zet!!!winduu!!i dgn alya and majid nihh!"

Few hours later,we were on our way to Giant buying ingredients to COOK!!...yup,it was fun finally getting the chance to meet up with my darlings and just having simple plain fun like we used to.As usual,they wanted me to cook creamy spagetti,so i did.It was humurous to be cooking with them,because i got to see various behaviours from them,and i missed those moments a lot.How we would always quarrel and slap each other,perli each other who's fatter (or shorter in alya's case,haha) and laughing over how much we've all turned into binging mammals,HAHA!Semua tamak haloba,semua nak makan!

At the end of the night,we managed to finish all of the spagetti,a few scoops of ice cream,as well as fried hot dogs and crab sticks!!!Tengok perut masing-masing semuaa!!! =D

While driving home,my spirit felt free,and my head was light.Amazing how a short time spent with friends can affect your mood doesn't it?

Raya haji was okay.Got a chance to catch up with my cousins.Amoehhh,suma balik-balik sembang law,mentang-mentang nak jadi lawyer dah,haha!My mum cooked nasi tomato,lauk,and some rendang.Yahh yahhh,since she retired,cooking has been part of her past time.

I made some time to go over to Ifah's house and watch the last episode of Nur Kasih together,while complaining how annoying some of the characters were.We then drove to meet up with jiba at pacific just to have a chat and give each other big hugs,awww!I wouldn't have the chance to meet with jiba anytime soon since she'll be leaving when i'm finished with my stpm.
Memang malam tuh berdating dgn ifah saja,haha!P KFC melantak cheezy wedges,and semangat nanak jumpa madihah jugak,even though it was just to hand over some chocolate cake at 1am.Bukan tak sayang kat korang,sayang....

Oh well,time to stay home most of the time now,for these few weeks until my last paper.While most of you are out there having fun,and travelling,it's my time to sink myself into books.But,enjoy yourself to the max while you can yeahh!!Merantau la sejauh mana you nak merantau,life is short.

At this moment,my fingers are a little blistered,haha!The effect of too much pressured non-stop writing.I have 5 papers left,killer ones all of them.fuhh....i sometimes feel like giving up,and it happens quite frequently,that's when i need you,friends,to put my head back on track,push me back on my feet to believe that i can do it.

Thank you for those who have supported me all the way,MUAH3!!*hugs and kisses for all of you*

PS: setiap kali tension,mesti makan or masak byk2,mampoeh jugak...